Am listening to music. FINALLY after my comp crashed on me and everything is in the old cpu. CREDITS GO TO
marge who sent me lotsa nice songs
huiyi who reminded me that we have a lot of songs in our shared folders

while talking to marge i realised that i have a strange tendency. the first time i listen to a song i won't really like it a lot, but the more i listen the more i will love it. am currently saturated with Dear God by Avenged Sevenfold. I can't believe i took SO LONG to get obsessed when, according to marge, everyone else got hooked immediately. I listened while reading the lyrics just now and i almost CRIED. its really sad, not exactly the lyrics, but the combination of the lyrics and the melody and the nuances.

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to holdwhen hope begins to fade...
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again