frique;
hey guys, sorry for being a total pain and losing it at you guys. i was really having a shitty day. i know you all don't mean it and i'm sorry. and i'm not really fed up of initiating all that stuff cos someone has to do it and i dont mind so long as you guys dont find me a total nag. but you really have to help me out.
love and miss you all to bits

i have so much work to do. argh. and i blame myself totally for procrastinating and wasting my whole day away when i could have put it to good use. i am not stepping into another library till all myas are over. i swear. and i keep telling myself i need to buck up for math retest but then i just cant get started on the work i need to do and tomorrow im going to my tuition teacher's house empty handed and im going to be a huge disappointment once again. all the undone work is getting in my way of doing math but i have a feeling i wouldnt have gotten down to doing much of it anyway. i seriously need some self-worth.