Mid-term Moodswings

Okay, so we've finally arrived at the June Holidays.
And strangely, I feel no elation but rather this overwhelming impending sense of doom.
I know if I don't make full use of this holiday to catch up, I'm one very dead piece of well done steak.

Sometimes I think I have no motivation in life. I even find myself questioning. Again and again. Why? Why why why?
The answer is pretty clear. To survive.

I am not in a holiday mood, which is probably a good thing so I'll transit back to term 3 pretty easily. I find my brain at odds with my body very often. My brain will be frantically sending signals to get my butt down on at my study table and, well, study, while my physical being will very conveniently and helpfully feel compelled to get distracted and/or feel tired.


MBS Memories

It started with that note. Then the photos. And the mass convo (WHICH I MISSED DAMMIT). Somehow I wish I could go back to those significantly more carefree days. I wonder how I'd have lived my life if I knew what to expect in Sec School. I would have cchanged, no doubt.

In fact, I think I have, since primary school. Used to be the nice little girl who was kinda more quiet I went through the noisy phase in sec 1 and 2 when it was practically impossible to shut me and my laughing mouth up. Now, I've mellowed. I can tell.


Sigh I'm so freaking tired.